decision is final~~

finally, i have made my decision...i am going to NUS...i guess i am been attracted by its international mobility and its brand name..yap...shd not think abt this matter anymore...i should stay focus and do my best in the uni i've chosen~
i am looking forward to hostel life as well...after pastor Kong challenged us to take responsibility of our campus, i cant wait to start school...i want to blow the trumpet in my hand loud and clear to the whole campus: their sins are forgiven and debts are cancelled, they have been set free by the grace of God!!yap...i pray that this fire will continue to burn in me so that i can be part of the great rivival that's coming to the campus~~
Emerge 2007 was such an amazing experience~~i used to missed out sessions all the time for the past few years, but this year i managed to go for 5 out of 8..during th thursday night service, the prescence of God was soooo strong~~~the 10000 people in the hall all fell on their knees,worshipping God in tears...i have been touched by God the moment pastor kong started asking : do you really love God more than life itself?...i hesitated...and felt something inside me broke, then tears started falling and i told God that: i am not very sure that i am loving you to that extent right now, but i wish to...so please help me O LORD..just like you helped Peter,i want to love you more...
i think everybody in the hall said a similar prayer that night...the whole hall was filled with tengible presence...when the worship leaders startsed to sing, i heard God said to me: fell on your knees and worship Me...and i did...God must spoke that to Pst Kong as well coz right after i kneeled on the floor, he asked the whole hall to do so...we were totally lost in God's love at that night..even the brothers teared like never before...we all received something that night, and i believe that our lives are never the same again :)
really thank God for emerge conference...God spoke to me so many times and gave me so many revelations and offered me answers to so many of my problems...i am really looking forward to emerge 08..i m gonna join POS and Talent time again i think...and i am not going for my OWN glory and lean on my OWN strength this time...i will seek to glorify His name and Lean on Him all the days of my life... AMEN :)