Tuesday, November 27, 2007

slacking~

昨天刚考完第一门课。下次考试是在下个拜二。。好久哦~~NTU的朋友都要放假了,我还没考到一张Core Module的卷子.昨天考了数学(mathematical thinking),只花了2天时间去复习,哈哈。。一定是要S/U的啦!有好多题不会做。。考前还跟朋友说,最好不要出Nash's equilibrium,谁知他居然占25分!!吐血~~真的有些后悔选这科,还以为读了F maths后,这科会是小case -_-..没想到这科是如此的奇怪,会问一些‘explain why 1+1=2"之类的问题。。算了,以后选课要谨慎一点。还好我已不用拿science的GEM了,去选一些可以slack的来读吧。哈哈。。要开始做past year paper了,希望不要越做越depress。。哈哈。。我已经做好去disturb seniors的准备了!哈哈。。(住在Hall的一大好处~)
假期会一直困在hall里:floorball一个礼拜有3次training,每次3个小时(真的可以减肥了);SP准备在假期把大部分的服装准备好,所以会没日没夜的缝;歌谣参加的词曲比赛就要截至了,还没有人写好歌!!歌谣的concert一月要开,假期要练习,我是IC要负责organize这个concert;voices的concert三月要开,也要练习,加上我是program comm的,一定也要忙!还有好多好多别的concerts跟活动!好忙啊!!!现在有很多机会在leadership position上,自己都觉得自己变了。现在会很习惯性的lead discussions或lead活动。。希望以后对自己的工作有帮助~
好了!不可以再slack了!读书!!

Sunday, September 16, 2007

quick update

ok...it has been a long time since my last post..haha...been busy the past month with hall stuff and some competion stuff...hm..hall life is really exciting!there are so many things going on EVERYDAY~~sometimes i feel like just to 'phantom' my self and do my own things..but tt would be quite impossible..so in a way..i am really stretched...and stressed-coz haven had time to really study...guess i need to learn to manage my time better xP
any way...haivng buaya week now..didnt really do a lot things for my buaya..poor him...haha..dnt really know wat to do also..haha..anyway...we'll see..haha
signed up for a work & travel program the other day, so will be going to US next May holiday for 3 months...pretty exciting!!but need to pass my job interview first(on 20 oct)..wish me luck!
hm..this is really a very very quick n brief update..haha..rushing for report now..will write a more detailed one another time :)

Thursday, July 19, 2007

一些有的没的~~

最近一直在忙着入学的事情,有好多东西要填,好多email要回。。然后又开始忙着收拾搬去宿舍的东西。。虽然一切都还算顺利,但心里却一直七上八下的,总觉得有些不安。。我想这也许是进入大学的一个过程吧。。从前从小学一直到JC,都没有试着自己一个人办一堆繁琐的入学手续。。所以难免有一定不大相信自己,总担心事情会不会被搞砸。。朋友说NUS的手续太繁琐,什么都要学生自己做,而他们却完全不插手。。我觉得这样也不错。。让我们早一点从无忧无虑的世界中出来面对‘自己的一切自己负责’的人生,不再依赖大人们的呵护,因为我们也要是大人了,也要开始‘呵护’和停止‘被呵护’了。。所以这次也算是我人生的一大提升吧。。真的突然感觉到已经不是小孩子了。。真的觉得是要独立的时候了。。所以现在才会有些紧张跟迷惘吧。。虽然真得很想一直单纯的生活在学生时代,但自己也知道自己已经走到了那条路的尽头。。虽然心里也想着走上下个旅程时,自己不会变成那种阴险的大人,但总觉得天真是很难生存的。。现在心里真得很紧张,马上就要开学了,不知道会遇到什么人,发生什么事。。在我读的faculty和我住的宿舍里都没有我认识的同学。。对我来说这真的是一个崭新的开始。。所以一定要加油!

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

You Belong in 1980

Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.



You Are Very Mature



Even though you may not always feel like it, you're a full fledged adult.

And while everyone should be as mature as you, most people aren't!

Friday, July 06, 2007

hongkong trip~~the end

got back frm Hong kong on last saturday...i had a such great time there...kind of dnt wanna leave...the moment my plane landed on singapore i felt a bit sad...really love it there...all the shopping, and fun we had...it has been a great experience for me to be able to travel with frenz(only)..i will never forgt the times when we were lost and awkwardly ask people for directions, the times we ventured the city with just a map in hand, the times when we were drenched by the rainstorm,the times we tried so hard to communicate with locals in restaurants, the times we bargain with the local dealers, the times we stayed late at night talking, the times we spent struggling to wake up the nxt morning....and all the times we spent together...hope i could have more of this kind of opportunity to explore the world with my frenz...our nxt stop shall bee....KOREA~~ haha

Monday, June 04, 2007

decision is final~~

finally, i have made my decision...i am going to NUS...i guess i am been attracted by its international mobility and its brand name..yap...shd not think abt this matter anymore...i should stay focus and do my best in the uni i've chosen~
i am looking forward to hostel life as well...after pastor Kong challenged us to take responsibility of our campus, i cant wait to start school...i want to blow the trumpet in my hand loud and clear to the whole campus: their sins are forgiven and debts are cancelled, they have been set free by the grace of God!!yap...i pray that this fire will continue to burn in me so that i can be part of the great rivival that's coming to the campus~~
Emerge 2007 was such an amazing experience~~i used to missed out sessions all the time for the past few years, but this year i managed to go for 5 out of 8..during th thursday night service, the prescence of God was soooo strong~~~the 10000 people in the hall all fell on their knees,worshipping God in tears...i have been touched by God the moment pastor kong started asking : do you really love God more than life itself?...i hesitated...and felt something inside me broke, then tears started falling and i told God that: i am not very sure that i am loving you to that extent right now, but i wish to...so please help me O LORD..just like you helped Peter,i want to love you more...
i think everybody in the hall said a similar prayer that night...the whole hall was filled with tengible presence...when the worship leaders startsed to sing, i heard God said to me: fell on your knees and worship Me...and i did...God must spoke that to Pst Kong as well coz right after i kneeled on the floor, he asked the whole hall to do so...we were totally lost in God's love at that night..even the brothers teared like never before...we all received something that night, and i believe that our lives are never the same again :)
really thank God for emerge conference...God spoke to me so many times and gave me so many revelations and offered me answers to so many of my problems...i am really looking forward to emerge 08..i m gonna join POS and Talent time again i think...and i am not going for my OWN glory and lean on my OWN strength this time...i will seek to glorify His name and Lean on Him all the days of my life... AMEN :)

Thursday, May 24, 2007

University Matters~~

i have yet chose my university...many people around me have already made up their mind...i think i am some how really indecisive on this matter...
2 weeks ago, i went ot NBS hitea, and had a really great time there talking to the professors and alumni and all...from this event, i really think NBS is a great choice, they offer me things that i am looking for -- a specialisation in banking and finance, double specialisation program, overseas exchang program, career opportunity, a nice hostel environment......to be honest my heart is really towards NTU now....however i think it will nt be wise to decide on NBS right now, simply because i havent had a chance to hear what NUS has to offer...so thank God, i will be going to NUS bussiness school Hi-tea this sat (which is tmr)...hopefully i can get enough information for me to make the right decision...
actually, the thing that is bothering me is that i dont know whether i should choose 'university' or 'faculty'... NTU bussiness school is definitly better than NUS interms of its specialisation and world recongintion...however NUS as a whole is better than NTU...my dad told me yesterday(again) that if looking interms of career prospect then i should go to NBS, however if looking in terms of personal development as a whole, NUS is a better choice ( because NUS has more variety of faculty and the fact that its ranked 19 in the world for university)... in the ranking of bussiness school, NTU is ahead of NUS for less than 20 positions, but in the ranking of university, NUS is way ahead of NTU...if i was to make decision based on this...i think NUS will be an obvious choice right?...but....should i choose faculty or school...

Sunday, May 06, 2007

旅行的烦恼

和同学约好了六月底去香港玩,所以昨天我们六个人浩浩荡荡的到旅行社问情况。。最后大家决定不跟团,自己自由行。所以跟旅行社订了机票,酒店,还有的斯尼乐园的门票。。5天4夜行,总共花了$783 新币,折合人民币大概3千8百多,还要加上吃饭和shopping的费用。。。天啊!!好贵~~~虽然去旅行很开心,但是总觉得‘心痛比快乐更真实’~~ 最近有个学生刚cancel 掉了我的补习,每个月又少赚$150新币。。这趟旅行要花掉我一个多月的血汗钱喔~~哭~~一定要去找更好的工作~~当代课老师之类的,一天就赚65新币喔~~做十多天就赚回来了~~好!加油!!statement of the month: God says it, I believe it, that settles it!

Thursday, March 15, 2007

talent time audition~~

well, i went for audition for talent time yesterday evening...it was rainning really heavy in the late afternoon and i needed to get guitar for SB..i spend like half an hour waiting for the bus...and about 10 min waiting for a taxi to rush down...the unfortunate thing was that on my my way to the audition (which was then like 10 minutes away), i kept bumping into red lights...i was really nervous in the taxi...and i was praying for God's help...when i finally got there, i was 3 minutes late...but to my relief, it did not really matter if you came on time---it was based on a first-come-first-serve basis...
well anyway...the audition room was real big...there were 5 judges and a group of live audiences...from the audiences' seat, i thought the mic was really loud, but when i was on the stage, i could hardly hear my mic(guess the loud speaker was far from the stage)...me and SB were suppose to seat on stools and facing each other so as to have eye contact during the performance...however due to the position of the stools and the mic stand the backstage proplr have set up, i could only see her back...so the singing and the guitar didnot blend in as it should be...and the tempo was a bit fast :(
however,i still think that it was a wonderfull experience...not only becauseof the fun time we spent at practices, but also because that i found myself much more relaxed on stage...i still remember the days when i got up on stage totally frozen and try to remain cool by taking off my specs so that i wont see the audience..but yesterday, i was totally relax on the stage---i make eye contact with the audience, no trembling voices, i even swung with the music...with my contact lens on!! that was a real big and surprising improvement for me!!
i m really grateful for all the opportunities that i had to perform in public...they really helped me to build up confidence and be ready to face the crowds...so whatever the outcome of the audition is gonna be, i still praise God for the experience and this opportunity for me to grow again!
Amen~~

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

...

ok, you can see clearly that it has been a long time since i last updated my blog...well its not like i m busy, well i myself am not aware of how good i am at wasting my time...well anyway...i have already applied for courses at NUS and NTU...BBA is the first chioce...and also, i signed up for a couple of scholarships...hope that i can get call backs real soon!!!God bless me~~

Sunday, February 25, 2007

ah~~

i got back home this afternoon after 3 days and 2 nights in jing gang shan...i had a really good time there~~the scenery there is real beautiful, the air is so very fresh~~and i slept in a 4 star hotel for the first time...haha
i really wanted to upload pictures now,but my dad lost the program disc of his camera, so i could not upload the photo to my computer now...
my flight back to singapore is 3 days away... i felt sad leaving my homeland again...but, well, departing is a part of this journey called 'life'...i will spend my time more with my parents and maybe some time with my good friends...auld lang syne, my friends~~
by the way...i fell in love with a french song( i am learning french now) -- je m'applle helen
it is a super nice song!!anyone listening to it will fell for it...muahaha...
all rightie~~cya guys soon in singapore~~

Saturday, February 03, 2007

上海之旅

今天下午2:35,我终于再一次乘飞机抵达南昌机场,结束了我4天的上海之旅.星期二的一早,我与老爸乘飞机去了上海。之后我住在舅舅家,而老爸也出国了。



星期三我十点钟出发,坐车去了世界第三高建筑--东方明珠。

一直以为东方明珠是青蓝色的,没想到到竟是粉红!


我买了张票,去到260多米的观望台,俯视上海。


就如图片中一样,天空灰蒙蒙的,看一切都很模糊。也许是冬天的关系,看不见一丝绿色。栋栋高楼也和遍地的矮房形成了很大的对比。看来中国的贫富悬殊问题真的是很大呢。

观完了景,我又去了上海历史展览馆。






在馆内我看了很多新奇的东西(个人认为,展览馆比东方明珠观景要好看)。


由于照片太多,本人又个性太懒,就只放几张供观赏。


这是老上海的全景模型。







这是古代茶馆的模型。





这是古代酒吧和酒馆的模型。(是假人喔!)
还有好多好多照片,我都懒得放了。哈哈



星期四,我和舅舅一起去了城隍庙。(那里的食物一级棒!!)






房子很有味道吧!



我觉得最好玩的是星期五--我去了蜡像馆!
跟好多偶像照相!但因为是一个人去,所以没法合影。






这是世界冠军刘翔!!







Tom Cruise!!!









Rocky Balboa~~



Sylvester Stallone



那里有周杰伦,容祖儿,刘德华,成龙,邓丽君等等好多华人明星;Julia Roberts,Madonna,Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie, David and Victoria Beckham, the Beetles等等好多外国明星;姚明,Tiger Woods,Micheal Jordan等体坛明星;Elbert Eistein, Bill Gates,李嘉诚等世界名人。
但由于我的相机突然没电,许多照片都存在跟舅舅借的相机里,要等他发给我,所以暂时没有太多给大家看,所以,“欲穷千里目,更待下一回”。哈哈

Sunday, January 21, 2007

ktv experience...

in the last post,i focused so much on my disapointing part of the trip to ktv, tt i forgt to mention the fun part..
all right..we went to this ktv near my house..we booked a medium room (juz the 2 of us...coz small rooms are full)..the charge there is soooo veri cheap---30 RMB from 1pm tp 6pm!!!!!
it is soooo amazing!!!since my fren asked her cousin to join us later on,so in the end i only paid RMB10..hahahaha...
although it is a medium room, it is nt veri big..i feel that it is 'long' but 'narrow'..there are veri little space btw the tv and the coffee table which is closly infront of the couch..there are no drinks and food provided,so we brought our own..
the most amazing part of this ktv is that there are no remote control for you to select songs--the computer there is touch-screen!!!so fun man!!and so cool~~
there is a little chair infront of the screen for you to select songs comfortably..however,those who hav went ktv with me should know that i hav a habit of standing on the couch when i sing..so it was a little in convinient for me to jumped frm the couch to the little chair to select songs..it is not tt the chair is super small or my feet r too large for the chair, the problem is tt--the surface of the chair can rotate!!so it is hard for me to std firmly on it...
anyway..my fren's sister can pitch real high notes..her voice is veri loud n strong..didnt really heard my fren's voice becoz she liked to sing wif the original sound on..but still i think her voice is nice n gentle..
well i also gt lots of praises for my singing la...so..haha...it is a wonderful experience!ha..i think i will there go more..yeah

Friday, January 19, 2007

sad~~

ok..yester day i went ktv with my primary sch friend,aurora..anyway..we supposed to meet at 130pm..but she was late for 30 min..since i gt no phone,i went to a shop nearby to borrow one..the shop keeper was a lady playing with a mini-playstation..when i ask if there is a phone for me to borrow,the lady in shop said no without lifting her head(so rude!!)..but on my way out of the shop,i saw a PHONE lying on a table near the door!!!i felt sad instead of angry at tt point..guess i always thought when u treat ppl with respect they will treat u back the same way..well,i was obviously wrong at tt pt..almost cried at tt instant..after tt i borrowed a phone frm a flower shop nearby..n asked my parents for my fren's no (i saved it in their hp)..when i tried to cal again,the ppl in tt shop dnt let me..they ask me to find a payphine across the road..i mean,how much will a cal cost..10 cents?..anyway..i went across the road n asked for direction of the pay pohone..tt shop keeper lend me a phone frm the shop..so i made the call wif a heart of gratitude rowards the shopkeeper,thinking he was so nice to lend me a phone..while i was thinking of tt,he asked me for money..i was shock for a while..coz i thought he was offering me a helping hand,little did i know tt i need to pay for tt hand..sigh..my conclusion is:although china is developing fast economically,the govt shd really focusing on upgrading the ppl's std of morality..is it really so hard to lend ppl a helping hand?in singapore there r cases of ppl lost hp becoz they lend them to cheaters..i think tt wont happen in china..becoz no one will lend u hp..or anything..
hope china will nt become a country who is rich on the outside but poor on the inside..
so sad...

Saturday, January 13, 2007

yea yeah..ok finished watching lost...waiting for season 3 dvd to come out..wow..so many mysteries...cant imagin wat will the end be like..
anyway watching everybody loves raymond now...
hav to admit..didnt really like it at first...but as i watch more n more of it..i start thinking raymond is really funny...but still 'friends' is the best!!wowhoo~~chandler(my favourite guy!!),phoebe(my favourite girl!!),ross,rachel,monica n joey.. they rock !!
ok..18 of jan is coming soon...my frenz will be back from wherever they r studying...yeah..hav companies soon!
ooo..one more thing...my mum's bdae is coming soon n she totally forgot abt it...so today while i was lying on my bed...i was planning how to make an excuse to get out alone n buy a cake for my mum on tt day..n i was worrying like will my dad gt a cake too?..but later i thought it would be fun to hav 2 bdae cakes..but during breakfast..dad totally blew my plan off!!he reminded my mum of her bdae..so i guess there could hardly be any surprise..coz she wil be waiting for a 'surprise' so nothing will be really surprising any more!
well anyway..still trying to think of sth new for her...i shd keep trying:)
going to sing ktv nxt thurs !! woohooo~~

Monday, January 08, 2007

ok...long time since the last post...
well,i have borrowed the complete version of 'lost' season 1 and 2..just finnished watching season 1...looking forward to season2...
really like john locke...he seems full of wisdom at the first sight..he seldom talks to people,but everytime he spokes,there seems to be some kind of mysterious force which could penetrate people's darkest secret...just like what charlie peace said in the show,i beieve that the only one that could get the people out of that island is john locke...i like his smile too..when he looks at people in the eye and smile,it makes people feel that he could look through you and know your secrets...he is really cool and calm at all times..even when the monster showed up and everyone was running for their lives,he was the only one walking towards the monster to check things out..
he has a tragic past as well..his father who left him when he was young,tricked him into giving him his kidney..ana right after that he abandoned him again..the most amazing thing is that he was crippled but was healed miraculously on the island;because of this,he believed that he was choosen to be here and everything that he is going through aretests form the island...
i think he hav many many stories to tell...wish i have a grand pa or uncle like him (forgot to mention,he is ard 50 yrs old)
besides locke..i also like john,kate,charlie,sayid,saeyer,hugo,sun and jin...well basically, i like all of them..all of them have sad backgrounds..
i think the most interesting part of this show is the fact that all of these people are somehow connected in their past..and, of course the mysterious numbers which lead all of them to the island are interesting as well...wow...wonderful script...well done,who ever wrote these stories :)
gonna watch it now...i think i will borrow 'everybody loves ramond' after i m done with this..smile

Monday, January 01, 2007

元旦快乐!!!
happy new year !!!
:)